Mail

Can we talk about how I am the only person who has not recieved mail yet. well im lying there are about 3 of us. everyone else gets a package plus 4+ letters a day. yes a package a day. i know someone whose grandfather sends him a package a day.

and didnt i have this conversation with my parents before i left. i was like "hey parents, remember the difference between good parents and bad parents". okay so supposedly i am getting a package soon. WELL I BETTER AT LEAST GET A LETTER.

swear-in is in a few days. tomorrow i take my language test. if i fail bad things happen. so im not going to fail. im going to study study study. then we swear in and become real peace corps volunteers. and we get tons of sweet amenities like a key to the headquarters and our pictures up in washington d.c. and and a sweet i.d.

im trying to talk myself into believing that i can accomplish big things at my site. when i know fair well that i will most likely sleep in until school starts and come to maseru every other day. how am i going to talk myself into building a library and starting community meetings. i dont know if im that kind of person. plus we have been talking direction from day one here. how am i supposed to think on my own!? im a little worried.